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When I was in high school, there was a young man who was my friend. We were always together but when I began to develop into a young woman, he became much more interested in me. He would often do things like kiss me in public. He would sometimes stop and kiss me on the lips when we were out together.

I, on the other hand, was not really interested in him in that way. He knew that about me and never pressured me.One day he asked me to come over to his house so he could play his guitar for me. I agreed to go but told him that if he wasn’t careful I might just be tempted to kiss him again. When I got to his house, he showed me his guitar and then sat down next to me.

After a few minutes of talking, he put his arm around my shoulders and pulled me close to him. At the time, I wasn’t sure what I felt for him but I was comfortable with him in my arms and enjoyed the closeness. At some point, the guitar playing stopped and he laid back against his couch with his eyes closed, playing with my hair while his arm rested on the top of my head. When I turned toward him, he open his eyes and said “I wanted you…I arched my back, fully aware of how vulnerable that made me and that I was giving you an invitation…You accepted it and laid me back against the table…bringing your body down on top of mine…That crushing kiss of yours moved from my mouth to the nape of my neck…You pushed down the edge of my dress and the bra strap underneath…exposing my shoulder…giving your lips more skin to conquer…” He went on for a while, kissing me tenderly while stroking my hair until finally pulling away from me long enough to kiss me on the lips again. I have tried numerous times since then to stop feeling anything for this young man but each time it seems impossible.

This is because I have become so used to receiving what he gives it has become what I expect from men.

Source: The Indigo Spell

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